Who am I?

Who am I??

When we are still studying in primary and secondary school, there is always a section where we will do a small event call self introduce or what we call in university or college as ice breaking. We tend to get nervous most of the time when we doing these is that we tend to lose self confidence and also we don't know how to self introduce. 

This is because even our self don't fully aware of our own personality and though. Human change every minute when they adopt into new environment and tend to make change around the interaction with people. We loses our mind when we have ice breaking section because our mind goes blank as it does not known which is our true self.

I have been doing self introduce ones every year since primary school. I same as others, gets nervous every time i do self introduce because me my self still have many to learn about my true self.

So what i have known until now is that i am a very cheerful person, however, i may sometimes become emotional unstable due to stress out of assignment. Moreover, I hate the feeling of loneliness as i like the feeling of a group of people gather around chit chatting and having fun. 

I don't like the feeling being ditch by people especially friend as i sometimes thing too much. Anyhow i have been manage to control my self as i did not show my emotion easily around people.

Except for my emotion, I was never good at releasing stress as i mostly keep everything to my self, this somehow grew some rage inside my body which i sometimes scold others when they disturb me. 

My hobby have great relation with my current courses. I like drawing, especially mechanical or hardware drawing. Transportation, Robotic, sci-fi. I also love reading manga and comic in my free time just to increase my drawing skill as I learn how to draw during my drawing. 

 

Comic Book

Comic Book

Comic book, something we use to see until manga take most of the reader over. Comic originated in European country which Marvel and DC comic. 

I used to like reading comic book when i was a kid. Seeing batman, superman, iron man are just cool. However, things change as i grown up. Why? Because i tend to find out the super ridiculous and illogical thing ever existed. 

First, Lets talk about DC comic. The one and most famous is superman. A guy which are so perfect that no one in earth can win him. Sounded perfect until every arc nemesis come across the stupid stone from his home world and just make him a normal human. I was like really?? Not one civilian out of the 1.7 trillion people around the world can see one of that stone and every one of the arc nemesis have one with them. How in the hell you get one?? From supermarket?? This is just ridiculous. Moreover, superman change cloth in a phone booth, really?? A red phone booth with window and you just happens to find one everywhere you go and every time an emergency happen. Come on, The phone booth have a window, everyone can see you change your cloth in there. Yet, no one known Clark is superman. This is just great. Really great.

Second, Batman. The one hero that does not have superpower but still can beat bad guys. Sound more human, better in term of logic but then again, Is it me or the chief of police are retarded or just Gotham tradition that bad guys only do criminal in night. I mean hello, you are using a huge spotlight to summon batman where batman actually have a super computer and can surveillance everywhere, you need a spotlight to known there is danger. Do you even think it gonna work in the morning. I mean how u gonna see a spotlight on a bright day?? Come out of the house and use some high tech goggles every few second. Then Bruce Wayne is definitely very free at home. Not to mention every girls that batman loves known his identity. How in the hell you known?? You stalk batman?? Ridiculous.

Up next Aqua man. The most ridiculous superpower I ever see. A hero who can control aquatic creature. I mean really, are you going to call a fish and jump out of a tank to fight a robber? Or call a shark to swim on land and bite a thief? I mean what are you, Poseidon great great grandson? If you tell me you control water that is much better. But why aquatic creature?? all you can do is capture people who do crime at the sea. Really? then most people just have to avoid in the sea should be just fine then. I wish I known what kind of place could use this superpower. Oh wait, there is one, The fishing career. At least you get fish without fishing.

KLCC art gallery

Art Exhibition

I recently visited the KLCC art gallery, the gallery was first establish in 1993 by Petronas, Malaysia gas company.

During my visit, I found out some flaw in the art gallery, first of all, the exhibition was supposed to encourage local and foreign artist to exchange their experience, drawing style, and technique uses. This is to let people and student to learn how their technique uses, what the meaning of the painting and such.

However, the description and meaning provided was not clear and somehow mislead the viewer. Moreover, most painting was done by foreign artist. Most local artist were only chosen in the photograph section and very little painting was being chosen. 

Additionally, there were too little local painting provided by the gallery organizer. I hear there were a lot painting being rejected and i was hoping to at least learn what their mistake was made as they may have a small section to show rejected painting without any description or such. 

On the other hand, most foreign painting are very good in term of coloring, the meaning delivered and their focal point are very obvious. This allow me to understand the painting more easy and thus i manage to learn a lot from them.

I manage to improve my technique in mixing color, how to different the color and how to exposed your focal point without affecting other element in the painting. 

While looking at the local painting, the painting was mostly about malaysia culture however there are also other paining that shows others. 

Local artist mostly shows karma artwork that show malaysia culture which is very brave action to be done and i admired their courage. 

In the end, i learn a lot from the painting but i wish the organizer would bring more painting and artwork into the gallery.

 

The Golden Bracelet

The Golden Bracelet

Fairy tale that was collected by Marie Campbell. It talks about how a girl who has lose her mother and being torture by her step mother and later married a prince. Typical story line found in fairy tale but still has it learning value. 

The story always give us the value that we can conquer fear. No matter how a miserable your life is, there is always chances for you to success as long as you work hard. With that you can leave you miserable life and live happily ever after. even with an ugly appearance, there is also a chances for you to get attention, get known and get to be respect. like the protagonist Morgana where she was transform into her ugly stepsister appearance but was still able to get the prince attention after Gwen ( Morgana step-sister) stole her golden bracelet.

The King of Spain was manage to figure out Gwen was not his true love but bound to his word and married her. But was later get rid of Gwen after he learn the truth and married Morgana. This has show to me that as long as a person have a good heart, people will tend to notice it through time and you will eventually being respected even though your appearance are not as attractive as others. I also learn that if a person is greedy, you will eventually be punished by your own action. 

Fairy tale maybe something only a children will watch but somehow it determined a lot thing in one future, we learn what right and wrong through them and we learn what is good and bad from it. It also teaches us what ever we do will determined what we get. When someone do something good, you will be thank and in future might be your biggest success. 

Evil thing we learn from the fairy tale tends to make our life looks less hard and make us see our life in a more childish or cartoon ways. Like the story of red riding hood, The wolf eaten the grandma and pretend to her so he can eat little red riding hood. If this was in reality, this will become a very gore and violent massage and might even cause disturbance. But in a fairy tale, we tend to think it was just a story and will become less offended from it. 

How hard can our life be compare to a girl who lose her grandma and almost herself as well and also what is so hard about it when you find out your face was swap and you will become an ugly person loses your love ones.

Logo

Meaningful Logo

What are logo? Logo are identity for company. Every single thing in the world require an identity. It is to help people recognized and does not confuse them with something else.

However, how do you defined what is a good logo. To me, A good logo is a logo that lives. It means that a logo that can represent their company and delivered a massage to the public.

There are thousands of logo around the world. To fully understand or known a company mission and vision are hard. So most company decide to build a logo that represent what they are so that it strike a heavy impression. 

Here are some example:

Matrimony - A bureau that help people to find their love one
( The negative space between the M show a girl and a boy falling in love to each other.)

Fly - A traveling agency
( The F on the left was rotated so it looks like a plane flying up.)

Martini House - A wine barn
( The 2 glass of Martini create a negative space that look like a small house.)

Invisible agents - An agency that provide various services
( The middle represent the agent blending into 4 thick line. The obvious is that a good agent are capable of blending in the crowd and all agent wear tie.)

All this logo actually help me understand more on how improve my skill and further help me get a better achievement in my career.